Home Sweet Home?

I've been out of town for two weeks. Working at a summer camp. Actually I was volunteering. I'll be working there for the next four weeks. I thought I missed home. When I got here I just wanted to go back to the island. MH and AS went on a date tonight. It appears as if they have been flirting a lot and once I left they got closer and closer. Anyway it's not like it's the end of the world. I just feel like now no one needs me. MH doesn't need me to complain about boys with. AS doesn't need me to be here at all.

No one wrote me letters, no one sent me emails, no one answered my emails, they have all just pretended I never existed. It's like I wasn't that important. Like I didn't comfort them all night when their mother died, or stand by them for years while they where in love with their gay asshole friend, or respect all their choices, help them with school, friend, family, and relationship troubles. I feel used and abused. I feel like all I do is give to every friendship I have and get nothing back.

No one cares anymore about my problems, but they expect me to care about theirs.

"JR is talking to me again, what do I do?"

I fell off a latter, had a panic attack, worked 24/7 for no pay and 12 hours of those hours in a hot kitchen with no break while on the verge of tears and she wants to talk about some fat asshole who started talking to her again.

I'd love to be the adult here, but I'm sick of it, It's time top get pissed off and bitchy. I don't have long I better get started now...

ok so maybe they do care, but I still want them to show it, it's be really nice.